Maria and Richard’s Sensuality Expansion Program

The Sensuality Expansion program is where I surrendered and I felt the beauty and brightness of reality.  During one of our initial sessions, before we got to DOing, we sat outside in chairs, the space of all of us felt good and I felt myself just being there, allowing myself to be a part of it all instead of removing myself.  The goal of this conversation (called our “Resolution”) was to get clear that I was perfect as I was.  Eventually, I declared that I was complete and perfect, and instantly I felt my old self-consciousness and need for approval. In that moment I acknowledged that I was seeking approval. That was the moment when I got resolved about being perfect. I got the ability to confess my psychology and not be gripped by it.  The next day we began the doing training.

After a nervous inventory date (For Alicia and Erwan to check out Richards’s DOing ability and my cumming ability), I had a conversation with Alicia where I got that I can just prioritize fun over my thoughts and feelings. Alicia said, ““just do it!” We went back to the room for another doing session.  Alicia sank deep into the bed and into Erwan’s hand. I felt how she was savoring each moment of the stroke and I drank it up too. In this session I had a breakthrough in generating. There was a moment when I felt Richard not fully being there and I noticed me starting to wait for him to come back; in that moment I chose to not wait but to enjoy myself no matter what. I felt my clit more and a deep sensation pulsed through my clit.

I got that the polarity of our relationship was reversed. Richard shows up sparkly and I show up as a wall-flower, which does not feel good! I really got how to reverse this, when Erwan and Alicia had me sit on the bed and talk about what it would be available for me in turning up my energy and activeness. Sitting on the bed, I looked around the room and realized wow! This is my Sensuality Expansion Program and me taking space and room is invigorating. I got a taste of myself as powerful, sexy, and at the source of my relationship and life!

I learned so much from watching Erwan DO Alicia and her cumming. One of the things I got was that a DO date is not about it looking any particular way or going high, it is about the connection between the DOer and the cummer. During one of Alicia and Erwan’s dates Erwan stroked Alicia’s clit and pointed out that if you feel into the strokes you can feel them and also feel him feeling them. I felt more fully into each stroke and my pussy swelled. There was a point when Erwan was stroking Alicia’s clit without physical contact. The strokes felt intense and the connection was palpable. Erwan paused, I felt Alicia’s clit pull for his finger and the sensation intensified. In the stillness of the pause my pussy expanded and felt deeply into the connection between all of us and the orgasm that was present.

Everything that we learned about in the Sensuality Expansion Program came together and was cemented in our final demonstration. Richard and I got into the doing position and he began gripping my thighs. Alicia, Erwan, and Lish came in and sat down.  My pussy felt so sensitive and big, I couldn’t wait for Richard to rub it. He squeezed the lube on his fingers. I could feel the coolness of the lube as he brought it closer to my pussy and then I felt incredible waves of sensation as the lube coated the yummy crevices of my pussy. My favorite frame was when Richard shifted his thumb slightly on my perineum, my pussy lips felt thick and pushed out. I could feel my hard clit nestled in the juicy folds of my lips. Richard brought his finger up to my clit, I felt my clit eat up the stroke and I felt how insanely high we were. My pussy was hot and alive under his wet hands, I felt us smoothly glide down as Richard did meaty strokes around the opening of my introitus.

This has been the most incredible experience of my life. I feel like I am alive and that feels so good! As I type this I am aware that this is just the beginning. The Sensuality Expansion Program provided a freedom for me to give up being a non-participant in my life and now I feel like a beautiful powerful woman. I am at the source of my life and relationship!  I LOVE you Alicia and Erwan. THANK YOU.